Why Am I Not Excited About My First International Trip!
Let me warm you up with a confession that feels slightly illegal to say out loud. "I am going on my first international trip...and I am not jumping with excitement." Yup! There, I said it. I know. I know. "First international trip brooooo, how can you not be excited?" Trust me, I have asked myself the same question over a million times now. In my head. Loudly. This trip is supposed to feel like a milestone, isn't it? First passport stamp. Airport photos. Mandatory Instagram stories apart from My Trip Dump. The whole freaking "life is happening" package. But, instead of pure excitement, what I'm feeling is something else. A little excitement, absolutely. Butterflies in the stomach, most certainly. But also...confusion. This weird "Expectation vs Reality" feeling that I just can't ignore. What Everyone Thinks The First International Trip Should Feel Like According to the internet, society, random relatives and my friends, my fir...